WOW he amazes me everyday...

Hey guys,

Well let me tell you all about how I am have been doing it will literally blow you away with the news I have... Lets see what all is new well I am still with Jamie and we have had some pretty good weekends let me tell you. Alexis' father has agreed to sign off his rights to her. Jamie and I have talked about alot of serious things. Alexis is doing wonderful she learns something new everyday I love that little baby girl with all my heart. L:ast I am going to say is my tealeaf reading is coming true!!!

Ok here is how I am going to start some of the things that Jamie and I have done on the weekends have been...
1) go to Landon's Bday party it was great and Jamie was amazing with Alexis and helped me with her when I didn't even asked him too he just did it bc he wanted to.
2) we have talked alot that is all we do, but it is helping us with our relationship bc it is how we get to know each other.
3) we layed on the trampoline for hours one night and looked at the stars, holding each other close and talking and that was intimate right there bc being so close to him never felt so right in my life.
4) we have worked on the house and just hung around here for some of the days, whatever we do though it doesn't matter to me as long I am with him.

So we have had some pretty good weekends together and even though he lives in Saint John(SJ) I miss him so much it is so hard to explain. Last Saturday night we went to the Mule and he had 5 beer and of course I didn't drink lol. We played pool with Kim and Rob(they kicked our asses) and then I went to dance with Kassie and Jamie joined in on the fun and well I ended up dirty dancing with him and having a great time it was a fun night and that fun continued when we came home from the bar as well. Jamie and I have had some pretty deep convos and they have been amazing and so heart filling. I can honestly say that I have come to relaize that I didn't love Jon well I did but not in the same way I love Jamie. It is hard to explain in words but he is so much better than Jon and treats me and Lexie like gold. He told me last night that Lexie and I are angels sent from god to him that was the most sweetest thing someone could ever have said to me. Anyway I could go on and on about how wonderful he is but I won't he is just seriously the best that has EVER happened to me right along with my daughter.

Talking about my daughter she is doing awesome and getting so big and she makes me proud everyday. She is 16 months old now and walking all the time almost running, she is growing out of all her clothes time to go shopping again soon for her lol. Alexis is talking and saying lots of words, she talks to Jamie everyday on the phone and just loves to tell him stories it is cute.

Well I can honestly say that I found my tealeaf guy(Jamie) and that the things that the lady had told me and Jess about what would start happening within the next 7 months well right now it has been 6 months and so many things on that peice of paper are coming true it is scary really when you stop to think about it all that is taking place. All I have to say is thanks Jess for taking me that was an awesome experience!!

Well I am off to do some laundry and then me and Lexie are going to spend the day with Jamie and I can't wait I miss him so much when he is not here with me but I know things will be ok and normal in a few months, untill then I just have to be patient(easier said than done) but I will continue to work on that. I will write when I can.

G2G Bye!