Life

Hey guys,

Anyway I thought I would start writting on how I feel and what has been going on lately but let me explain a bit 1st....

I was in grade 9 when I started going out with Jonathon MacKay and we continued going out finished school, graduated together from PALS on June 20th, 2003(my 18th birthday). From there we moved to moncton and I started going to college well that didn't last so then we moved back home and we both started working here again.

We ended working on the Vanderlann's farm together and I loved that and I was also working at K&D Campground that was great too, but unfortunely that job had to come to an end so it was off to find somewhere else to work.... I started working on another farm in 2004 and stayed there untill December 31, 2005 so a year and a half is what it works out to be and John worked there for 9 months untill we both quit.

Well that night we decided well life can't get any worst "lets have a baby" and he agreed well I got pregnant that night and Alexis was conceived. So now that I am pregnant I can't work bc I am just too sick in and out of the hospital but John was working for a flagging company but then quit after a while of doing that., but whose knows maybe he quit that job bc of me too.

Anyway Alexis our daughter was born on October 10th, 2006 weighing 7 pounds even she was so cute and an awesome baby who decided to be nice to her mom and come quick and easy LOL!

Well now we have this little newborn to care for and we are doing great job she is such a good baby and I am loving every minute of it being a mommy.

Time flys and that little newborn is 10 months old almost 11, and right now I feel so sorry for her this is where life goes wrong....

Her father and I would have been together for 7 years and a 3 months well he decided that he wanted someone new I wasn't good enough for him anymore, he cheated on me and used me and HURT me really bad that noone really understand just how bad.

For the 1st little while I was working in Moncton and while I was there he was running around on me, and things got worst from there on he stopped sleeping with me, he stayed out all night, he stopped talking to me there are alot of things that he just stopped doing.

Life is different now John and I are not together, he is happy with his new girlfriend I am so depressed all the time and we have come to the agreement that he gets her on the weekends for now and I have her for the weekdays that isn't premantely or anything so we will see how that works out.

G2G bye!