Hmmmm I don't know anymore.....

Hey guys,

Well I am not sure what to think or do anymore I miss John alot but I am tired of the bullshit that him and his gf has put me through. Everything was good untill she came back and then it all started yet again I was called a Bitch and I was told some nasty comments and I shouldn't have to put up with that. Since I am called a bitch so much I have decided to become one....that being said I am no longer paying for the jeep or giving him money or even talking to him I am done with him. I don't want to see him or hear from him again it will be hard because we have Alexis but I am trying to work around that issue.

Our house is coming along good, it is taking time but it is still coming. The boys have been working away on it but they can't come till noon now because Scott still has school and I told John that I didn't want him working there for them anymore so therefore that was hard to tell him that but whatever I had to do it so I did remember I am bitch after all!

Alexis is fine still not going to bed on time but if that is the only problem then hey that is ok. She has been talking up a storm it is so funny and all the little words she is saying it is crazy. Alexis can say "hi" 'bye" "cat" "mama" "dada" "nana" and lots more so that is good. I think she is doing really well with everything and her almost walking is exciting but sad at the same time.

Amanda and Josh are doing really good as to mom and Clarence are so I guess I am the only one not doing good but someday that will change and I will be doing good again I hope. Jess and Art are doing really good and I am more than happy for her she deserves a good guy just like everyone does.

Anyway I think that is all for now if I can I will update tomorrow but I don't know what the day will bring. I know for the weekend I am taking the baby to PEI so I am really excited about that. I have to go now talk to you all later.

G2G bye!