Hey guys,
Well I am going out west in a month would have been sooner but Jessica told me to stay and see how I make out in a month if nothing changes then I am gone outta here for good! I don't want to leave my family and John's family and my friends behind but I need to I need to just leave all the good and bad memories behind and start new out there.
Well as you can see John and Tami played one mean fucking dirty twisted sick joke on me and that hurts more than anything right now and I am not sure how to deal with it again. He got money from me and then I wanted to take him out to get something to eat and well I get this message from Tami that said he was busy and wasn't coming home oh and nothing between them is any of my business expect a little nastier than that. So therefor he used me lead me on hurt me once again and I am just to stupid but not any more I am never falling for it agian!!!!!!
Anyway Alexis is in bed and I am emotionally exhausted and just can't deal with it anymore. So I will update later and all I have to say is that I am so very stupid for not listening to ppl thanks guys all you were doing was watching out for me.
G2G Bye!
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Bekka, I will always be here for you, either when your here or out west. Like I said the battle line was just srawn, and now its war.
I totally agree with Jess. It was one thing to call you a bitch and whatnot, but to play a twisted fucking joke on you like that, to get money out of you, is just completely immature!
You have NO idea how much I want to kill them for you. They have NO right to do that to you. You will always have me by your side whether you are out west or here in NB.
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