Hey guys,
Well lets see since my last post alot of things have been happening and changes all over it is great! I will write and tell you all about it...
Ok where do I start well lets see I have been doing more than wonderful my friends have been a big help in that and have been there for me all through this entire thing. So I thank them all for helping me. I have met someone new and he is the most wonderful guy a girl could have no joke he is sweet, kind, caring, romantic and best of all not afraid to show his feelings and go places with me!
Alexis is doing great almost 16 months old now wow has the time flown by I tell ya it has been good and bad but most importantly I LOVE being a mom to my beautiful baby girl, she is everything and more. She is walking all the time now and looks so small when she walks but soo damn cute as well. She is talking up a storm always and learning new words everyday. Alexis amazes me everyday I am so proud of her more than she will ever know.
My friends are all doing wonderfully I keep in touch with them through msn and facebook so that is good that there are such things as comps lol. Noah is now 1 and Landon(my friend Kelly's son) will be 1 on the 5th and I was there for Landon's birth and I still remember it like it was yesterday it is crazy to think it has almost been a year. I am happy for them all they are all doing awesome with how their life is.
Ok back to the person I met well lets see Bill and Amanda(friends from PEI) were up on wednesday to sunday and we always go to Ponderosa when they are down before they go home well I kinda delayed that for them so I could go meet Jamie in SJ. I ended up meeting him at the Superstore in SJ and in the produced department at that and I had Alexis with me so we met and I asked him to come back to the Kia with me to give Alexis to my mom and stepfather so he did, little did I know that they were already in the store lol. We met up with the 4 of them and I introduced Jamie to everyone and he shook theie hands right there I was like wow that is respectful of him. After my parents took Alexis I went and did his grocery shopping with him and I can honestly say that was the most funniest grocery shopping trip I have ever had it was fun shopping with 2 single guys at the time. After I left him and before I was even out of SJ, he textes me and says "hey I think ur awesome when can I c u again?" I am thinking wow he is the greatest guy I have ever met and he wants to see me again what is wrong with that pic lol. We texted all the way to Moncton and back again it was crazy but I really looked forward to talking to him, he would call/texted and messaged me online and we continued talking he was honest right from the start that he is married and has 2 boys who are soooo cute. He has to wait a year before he can sign divorce papers right now it has been 5 months, but like he said he wishes it was more and it will be. We have alot in common he is in college taking Personal Support Worker and doing really good and will be finished in April so he can't wait for that. He has the best sense of humor ever it is awesome he makes me laugh and smile everyday it feels so nice that someone out there thinks alot of me. I was talking about and told him that if him and I were going out by February that I would take him to PEI with me and he said ok. The night of the 28th we were talking online and asked me out by saying well you want a bf and I think your the best thing that has happened to me in a long time so does that mean I am going with you to PEI lol that was his way of asking me out. Since then I still have only seen him once but we talk all the time even when he is online doing homework, he appears offline but told me to still talk to him just no one can lol I thought that was sweet. Anyway Jamie is sooo awesome and he is coming to my house for the weekend and even going with me to my friend kelly's son bday party on Saturday in Moncton so I thought that was cool. He was talking to me online today and said that when he is done his work placement that he is hoping to be able to work at the Sussex hospital I was like really have you seen Sussex lol he is like I love it here. I think he just wants to be close to me that is all which is amazing and I am happy for him. Anyway yes I thankgod for POF bc that is how I met him lol.
My family is doing good my mom had gall bladder surgery but is doing great and got lucky and was able to come home all in the same day(which I wasn't when I had mine back in August). Our house is doing good a slow process but it is coming. The boys havn't been there in awhile no idea where Scott has been but that is ok bc they are the ones losing out. We are still planning on moving in, in the Spring if everything goes good which it has been and our carpenter has been wonderful, and a huge help! My sister and her bf are both great and doing good together she goes to SJ alot bc she is in University so I am so happy for her. My brother and his wife as far as I know are doing great too. I havn't talked to them since their wedding last June so that is all I know lol.
That is all for now I have a 15 month old to go look after bc she is into to everything now a days lol. I will try to update as much as possible.
G2G bye!
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
It has been good...
Hey guys,
Well things are so good right now and getting better as time goes on. Let me tell you a few things that are new with me...
I have been going out and having fun at the Mule(local bar) I have been playing pool and dancing making a complete ass out of myself but having a blast doing so lol. I am still going to continue to go out and have fun and live my life the way it needs to be lived no man will ever run it again and that is a fact!
Alexis is walking now all over the place it is crazy to think that my baby girl is getting soooo big so quickly sad really but happy in the same way. She just got a new puppy so she will point to him and say doooooggg it is cute lol. She is doing so many new things and she get funnier everyday.
I have lost 40 pounds since August I now weigh 155lbs so that isn't too bad I am not trying although when things are bothering me I just don't eat, yes I know that isn't healthy but I do eat when I am hungry. I just want to look and feel good about myself I am very self-conscience about myself because of everything that has happened to me. I am loving my contacts more and more and now have my year supply ordered so I am happy about that.
My friends are all doing good, Jess starts a new job tomorrow(well today actually lol) Lisa and Noah are doing amazingly well, Steve is doing good a bit upset but over all good, Kassie and Connor are doing great although she had a bad day today, Rachel and Keith are doing fine and I think she is due next month so that will be good for her to be done with being pregnant. I remember those days oh do I ever lol.
Our house is coming along great the boys have been working away on it and it looks like we can move in it in the spring time can't wait for that one. This house is just too small for our family. We have plumbers, electricans, carpenters and who knows who else in on a daily basis so the house is doing great and at least there is a wood stove that is easy to light yay I am excited about that, considering this one hates me lol.
Anyway that is all for the update. I really should get to bed I just don't sleep much anymore. I know that isn't good either but someday when I have that special someone to sleep beside again then I will be able to have the best sleep ever so I am looking forward to that. I will update later when I have time and know more about things.
G2G Bye!
Well things are so good right now and getting better as time goes on. Let me tell you a few things that are new with me...
I have been going out and having fun at the Mule(local bar) I have been playing pool and dancing making a complete ass out of myself but having a blast doing so lol. I am still going to continue to go out and have fun and live my life the way it needs to be lived no man will ever run it again and that is a fact!
Alexis is walking now all over the place it is crazy to think that my baby girl is getting soooo big so quickly sad really but happy in the same way. She just got a new puppy so she will point to him and say doooooggg it is cute lol. She is doing so many new things and she get funnier everyday.
I have lost 40 pounds since August I now weigh 155lbs so that isn't too bad I am not trying although when things are bothering me I just don't eat, yes I know that isn't healthy but I do eat when I am hungry. I just want to look and feel good about myself I am very self-conscience about myself because of everything that has happened to me. I am loving my contacts more and more and now have my year supply ordered so I am happy about that.
My friends are all doing good, Jess starts a new job tomorrow(well today actually lol) Lisa and Noah are doing amazingly well, Steve is doing good a bit upset but over all good, Kassie and Connor are doing great although she had a bad day today, Rachel and Keith are doing fine and I think she is due next month so that will be good for her to be done with being pregnant. I remember those days oh do I ever lol.
Our house is coming along great the boys have been working away on it and it looks like we can move in it in the spring time can't wait for that one. This house is just too small for our family. We have plumbers, electricans, carpenters and who knows who else in on a daily basis so the house is doing great and at least there is a wood stove that is easy to light yay I am excited about that, considering this one hates me lol.
Anyway that is all for the update. I really should get to bed I just don't sleep much anymore. I know that isn't good either but someday when I have that special someone to sleep beside again then I will be able to have the best sleep ever so I am looking forward to that. I will update later when I have time and know more about things.
G2G Bye!
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Wow a NYE I will never forget...
Hey guys,
I have been wonderful lately and things are so much better and I am moving on and forgetting about everything in my past well at least I am trying to anyway lol that is all I can do. Anyway let me tell you about the fun time I have been having and let me tell ya it feels so good to get out!
I went out fri and sat to the Mule(local bar here in Sussex) and it was awesome the 1st night I just played pool and hung out with Will and Rob and just had a fun time. The second night I went out with Rob, Minda and Kassie and met up with Steve Corey and Trevor we didn't talk much though and Corey and Trevor left early so Steve hung out with us girls and Minda left early too so we went on the dance floor and even Rob and Steve danced with Kassie and I it was just a blast!!
On Monday night the Mule was throwing a NYE party so I went to that with Kassie and Steve, Steve picked us up at Kassie's place and then from her place we went to Trevor's for about a half an hour and then to the Mule we headed off to. We got there and they had pizza and snacks for free and I thought that was awesome. I didn't eat though and either did Kassie just the guys did and AJ was there too but I thought he was working that night. Trevor met up with us after wards and we all played pool well besides Kassie no way was she playing lol. It was fun and later on we went on the dance floor and danced and had a blast Trevor even joined us and he doesn't dance well then again either do I funny how that is but I danced that night lol we all did. It was funny because Trevor kept hip bumping me into the speaker and he was a bit drunk so he was falling on me alot too but it was all good and alot of fun. At the end of it everyone was wasted besides me I didn't drink lol and just having the time of their lives!! Trevor and I slow danced the last song and it made me sad thinking I havn't done that since high school lol crazy that was many years ago:( but over all it was a good night and we all had fun spending NYE together.
Alexis is doing wonderful she is walking and talking now more than ever and growing up wayyyy to fast she will be 15 months old on the 10th hard to believe my baby being that old already lol. I love her more and more each day and I plan on bettering my life for her and so I can be a great mom to her and I try and somedays are rough, but we get through them.
I don't talk to Jon or Tami at all anymore just not worth my time I am so over him and I really don't care about him anymore he is missing so many new things with Alexis and that is his choice. I don't bother with it anymore he is the one missing out not me.
As you can tell I am much happier yes the nights are still lonely but whatever I get through them and will continue to do so. I think when I am actually ready to start a relationship again then it will be ok and so will I and I will make this one work the best I can. My favorite saying is everything happens for a reason and well I really believe that now it just took long enough for me to see it that is all.
Anyway it is sooo past my bedtime so I am going to stop writing now but I just wanted to add one thing before I go I so LOVE my contacts they are making me feel so much better about myself and that is a good thing. Anyway that is all will update later.
G2G Bye!
I have been wonderful lately and things are so much better and I am moving on and forgetting about everything in my past well at least I am trying to anyway lol that is all I can do. Anyway let me tell you about the fun time I have been having and let me tell ya it feels so good to get out!
I went out fri and sat to the Mule(local bar here in Sussex) and it was awesome the 1st night I just played pool and hung out with Will and Rob and just had a fun time. The second night I went out with Rob, Minda and Kassie and met up with Steve Corey and Trevor we didn't talk much though and Corey and Trevor left early so Steve hung out with us girls and Minda left early too so we went on the dance floor and even Rob and Steve danced with Kassie and I it was just a blast!!
On Monday night the Mule was throwing a NYE party so I went to that with Kassie and Steve, Steve picked us up at Kassie's place and then from her place we went to Trevor's for about a half an hour and then to the Mule we headed off to. We got there and they had pizza and snacks for free and I thought that was awesome. I didn't eat though and either did Kassie just the guys did and AJ was there too but I thought he was working that night. Trevor met up with us after wards and we all played pool well besides Kassie no way was she playing lol. It was fun and later on we went on the dance floor and danced and had a blast Trevor even joined us and he doesn't dance well then again either do I funny how that is but I danced that night lol we all did. It was funny because Trevor kept hip bumping me into the speaker and he was a bit drunk so he was falling on me alot too but it was all good and alot of fun. At the end of it everyone was wasted besides me I didn't drink lol and just having the time of their lives!! Trevor and I slow danced the last song and it made me sad thinking I havn't done that since high school lol crazy that was many years ago:( but over all it was a good night and we all had fun spending NYE together.
Alexis is doing wonderful she is walking and talking now more than ever and growing up wayyyy to fast she will be 15 months old on the 10th hard to believe my baby being that old already lol. I love her more and more each day and I plan on bettering my life for her and so I can be a great mom to her and I try and somedays are rough, but we get through them.
I don't talk to Jon or Tami at all anymore just not worth my time I am so over him and I really don't care about him anymore he is missing so many new things with Alexis and that is his choice. I don't bother with it anymore he is the one missing out not me.
As you can tell I am much happier yes the nights are still lonely but whatever I get through them and will continue to do so. I think when I am actually ready to start a relationship again then it will be ok and so will I and I will make this one work the best I can. My favorite saying is everything happens for a reason and well I really believe that now it just took long enough for me to see it that is all.
Anyway it is sooo past my bedtime so I am going to stop writing now but I just wanted to add one thing before I go I so LOVE my contacts they are making me feel so much better about myself and that is a good thing. Anyway that is all will update later.
G2G Bye!
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