Monday, July 28, 2008

Update on my life...

Hey guys,

I decided to write to let you all know how I have been doing well me and my family that is. Life really couldn't be better it has taken me a long time to get to where I am at but I am doing it.

Lets see where to start school is awesome I have been doing really well with it this time around. I made 49/50 on my first test and 67/70 on my second test so those marks in my opinion are great! I really enjoy school this time around I have met good ppl and we all help each other. I am really happy and have a good head on my shoulders and Alexis has been awesome.

Talking about Alexis, she is great I love that little girl so much and anyone I meet falls in love with her too it helps it really does. Alexis has her moments not days because that isn't always true but she does have her moments and when that happens I deal with them as best as I can, sometimes I lose my patience but I do try not too with her. She is now 21 months old now and busy as ever she keeps me busy that is for sure I tell ppl that is my "lil' hurricane" I mean she can literally turn my place upside down, but that is ok I don't mind.

I have found there is not enough hours in a day anymore but that is ok because me going back to school is the best thing I could have done I do know that. I am looking into buying a car and having no luck with that yet but that is ok because I know I will find one. Oh yeah I GOT MY LICENSE!!!! Sorry I am just really excited it took me 7 years but I finally got them. I do have to say thanks to Matt and anyone else who encouraged me and always told me I could do it. Thanks so much you all!!!! I love driving and having fun with just me and my little girl it really is awesome and if anyone deserved their license it was me not to sound concieted but it is true.

Anyway I don't want to be on here all night I have a litte girl to play with:) I feel more lucky to have her than anyone will ever know. Oh just before I go the 3 of us seem back to being ok again and talking and dicussing things about Alexis the way it should be. I do have to go but I will try to update when I can.

G2G Bye!!

Monday, July 7, 2008

Friends are they or not???...

Hey guys,

I am writing today to take my fusterations out I don't know where to begin I am so angry, hurt, betrayed, stress... the list could go on forever right now I think. I just don't get one thing why would friends say shit and then pretend to be your friend I guess I won't ever get that... Anyway that is just driving me crazy so I had to get it off my chest.

On with the next thing Jon Alexis father I don't know what is up with him and why he stresses me out I am in school now doing amazingly well loving it and here he and Tami must be jealous and wanting me to fail by stressing me out well let me tell you that isn't going to happen because all these things will just make stronger and make me want to succeed and that is exactly what I am going to do. He tells ppl I need to grow up I think he has it the other way around I did my growing up he is the one that doesn't talk to me when it comes to our daughter so what else am I supposed to do it isn't like I tried bc I did.

School is going awesome I love it I like dropping Alexis off for the 4 hours and then picking her up again with her big Hiiiii Mom Mom Mom!!!!! I just love that and look forward to that bc I know she had a good day and yet she is still happy to see me just as much I am happy to see her and can't wait to go get her after school everyday. I am already done my 1st module and starting my 2nd one today and can't wait. I really love school this time around unlike last time when I think honestly I wasn't ready yet so things are going better this time already.

Alexis is awesome as always and is the love of my life that little girl means everything to me and without her I don't know what I would do she keeps me going, keeps me feeling young and free and gives me the engry to keep up with her she is a normal, active 21 month old ful of energy and always ready to go. I wouldn't have things any other way I love my life the way it is and everything has been going good. I am living my life the way I should have lived it before and loving every minute of it as well.

Anyway I got to be going I need to get ready for school I am running off of only 4 hours of sleep because of everything but I will write again when I can. I will be going to PEI leaving Wednesday either before school or after school and will be back on Sunday I can't wait for everyone to see Lexie again it will be a fun time.

G2G Bye!